I am soon turning 25 and I feel like I have not accomplished anything significant yet. It's not that I would want to change the world or do something revolutionary. It's just that I feel like I haven't done anything that worthwhile yet. See, I may have been comparing myself to people my age who have done something great. And here I am, stuck at home, in front of a computer, and unemployed. Yep, that's the worst part. Unemployed.

Oh well. But I'm not going to talk about unemployment and all that. I'm going to talk about my birthday which comes in two weeks' time. Yep, that would be when I would be turning 25 and they say that the 25th year means going silver. Oh. That's for anniversaries. Sorry. Hehe.

Anyhow, I really haven't had a birthday that I planned. Most of the time, it were my friends who planned the celebration. I mean, I am not much for creating grand celebrations so I have no idea really how things should go. Unless it was planning for someone else's surprise party, now that is when my creative energy goes up. Hehe. But yes, if you could surprise me, then that would totally rocked. Just in case you're thinking about something crazy, I want it to be a surprise that would be good in my eyes. Not yours. Hehe.

If you could bring Johnny Depp to me, I'd greatly appreciate it. I mean, really. You would do nothing wrong in my eyes if Johnny Depp were right in front of me and in person. But if Johnny wouldn't agree, maybe you could try David Cook. I'll totally be in your debt.

I want a regular job. I want a new computer. Those two, I also want. And yeah. I also want him. Yep, him.

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I can't say that I am a total bum. I have freelance duties to attend to. But the thing is, I have found myself not wanting to write because of what has happened. I also have been thinking much about where I would be getting a regular source of income. And I also feel like I am having much difficulty writing nowadays. But see, I have to rely on my writing skills to be able to get some money.

So there. I have a lot of things to write about but I just don't feel like it. After publishing this post, I go back to writing. Freelance writing, that is.

I so miss you guys right now. I don't miss my job. I miss you. All of you. I miss the people I see everyday. I miss the daily chatter. I miss our chats. I miss the friendship. I miss the jokes. I miss the stories. I miss everything about you guys. And I'm so sad right now because it seems like we were never really given the chance to prepare ourselves and properly say goodbye to everyone. Not that we'll be saying goodbye to each other forever but really just about saying "See you around." I so miss you all right now that I just might cry. But I won't because I know we're all strong and we're all going to get through this.

This totally suck! I mean, really. I went to work this morning thinking of the articles I'll be editing and then just right around our first break, we were told that our office was not going to operate anymore. So there. I'm now out of a job. If you do know any online opportunities or any job openings here in the Legazpi area, tell me, okay? I really need it. I've got a son to feed, ya know.

This is so sad. I mean, not because I'll be out of a job but because I'll be missing these guys here. I'll be missing them all. I'll miss the laughter and the tears and the friendship and everything else in between. To the MBS Tek - US Auto Parts people and to all friends I've made, I'll miss you all. Goodluck to all of us, even to those who'll be transferring to Manila. This should be a blessing in disguise, I think.

Thanks for everything guys!