I can't say that I am a total bum. I have freelance duties to attend to. But the thing is, I have found myself not wanting to write because of what has happened. I also have been thinking much about where I would be getting a regular source of income. And I also feel like I am having much difficulty writing nowadays. But see, I have to rely on my writing skills to be able to get some money.

So there. I have a lot of things to write about but I just don't feel like it. After publishing this post, I go back to writing. Freelance writing, that is.

I so miss you guys right now. I don't miss my job. I miss you. All of you. I miss the people I see everyday. I miss the daily chatter. I miss our chats. I miss the friendship. I miss the jokes. I miss the stories. I miss everything about you guys. And I'm so sad right now because it seems like we were never really given the chance to prepare ourselves and properly say goodbye to everyone. Not that we'll be saying goodbye to each other forever but really just about saying "See you around." I so miss you all right now that I just might cry. But I won't because I know we're all strong and we're all going to get through this.

This totally suck! I mean, really. I went to work this morning thinking of the articles I'll be editing and then just right around our first break, we were told that our office was not going to operate anymore. So there. I'm now out of a job. If you do know any online opportunities or any job openings here in the Legazpi area, tell me, okay? I really need it. I've got a son to feed, ya know.

This is so sad. I mean, not because I'll be out of a job but because I'll be missing these guys here. I'll be missing them all. I'll miss the laughter and the tears and the friendship and everything else in between. To the MBS Tek - US Auto Parts people and to all friends I've made, I'll miss you all. Goodluck to all of us, even to those who'll be transferring to Manila. This should be a blessing in disguise, I think.

Thanks for everything guys!

So I just need to get this off my chest. I just have to. So bear with me, okay?

See, I was just chatting with an orgmate, Lipay, and she said that our org, UP Ibalon, is now affiliated with Alyansa. Okay. Last time I heard, the org didn't file their reaffiliation with STAND-UP which has been the alliance we've had during the time I've been a resident member. But I guess things are changing and they've decided that the best way to go would be to be part of Alyansa. I'm just thinking, "What the hell are they thinking?" But I'm not going to delve any further. It's their decision. And whatever I do try to tell them would certainly fall on deaf ears. Not that I'm not trusting the resident members now. It's just that things have changed and I'm not that deeply involved in the org like I used to.

And yes. We're waiting for Yona and Talie to come back. They just bought some food which we'll be sharing. Jirl's on her last day today and come to think of it, it's sad. Really.