I am just so happy with the friends I have here. I mean, they are just so... well, crazy. I can't say cool because saying cool just is not cool. You know what I mean?

Anyhow, I just had learned yet another secret. I mean, I didn't have to pry it out of the keeper. I just asked one very simple question, and there it was. No biggie. And I'm like kilig here. Haha. I wish you guys luck and I hope you'd be happy. Haha. But with this itty bitty piece of info I have here, I'm sure someone's going to be really happy. And I really mean happy.

And then there's the crazy stuff of just chatting with each other while working our different duties no matter where we are. I know we're supposed to be focusing on our tasks and all but I just love chatting with them. That's when feelings are really shared and secrets are really brought out in the open. Sometimes, there are just some things you can only share when you're chatting online even if that person you are talking with is just right beside you.

And then they tell you, "See ya later." And I just feel special. I don't know why. I mean, we've just seen each other a couple of minutes or hours or days ago and you tell me "See ya later." And I just love it each time they say thank you for the smallest of things that you don't even consider to be something special. Just something you do because you want to. Something that you don't even remember doing because it was something of a habit or what have you. Those things. That's why I'm happy.

Oh yeah. There's this other thing with a friend who has just parted ways with somebody. I don't know the whole story. I didn't know that it happened. I only confirmed it today and I'm like, "What the...?" And so I'm not so sure what to think now. Somebody has just talked to me about that and I'm even more confused because I don't know the whole issue and the concerned person hasn't even told me anything about it. Not that I'm expecting him to. It's just that I can't comment on something that I'm not even familiar with especially with people who don't even understand the whole deal themselves. Then they try to take your word as something concrete and a whole range of lies and gossip and rumors spurt out from that. I don't like that.

I did find myself defending that friend. I don't exactly know why but I'm pretty sure I did the right thing. Honestly, I think I can sleep well tonight too knowing that I did something for a friend. Oh well.

Just so you know, I've been part of rumors before. Involved in rumors in fact. But the best defense against rumors, you know, is to keep silent. See, they can only make up more stories and more accusations or what have you but they certainly can't take away the truth that is inside you. The rumors die out and whoever started it only loses in the end. That's why I'm still silent on some matters. At least I know that my truth that I keep still remains pure and you can brandish me all you like with your "ideas" but I'll never be affected. I'll be more than happy to know that you're acting just the way I expected you to act. And I take total pride and satisfaction in that. Believe me.

One of the things I love doing online is playing online casino games. I used to have trouble finding really good sites where I can check out and play casino games. It's funny, see, that I like to play online casino games but I’d rather just stay at home than go to a casino in town.

Good thing that there's a really good site I discovered just fairly recently. I consider it my online casino guide. See, I find tons of really cool US online casino sites where I can spend my e-cash and gain more (that is, if I win).

I do feel like I'm one of those people in Las Vegas each time I play online casino games. Well, I simply just feel like the character each time I play all kinds of online games though and it does not necessarily have to be a casino game. Well, let's just say that I'm a total sucker for online games.

Anyway, I do say you try to check out tons of online casino games like those at Top USA Online Casinos. You'd be happy to note that the games that they feature are the classics and those that really do bring out the adrenaline in you. You're even given a view of just what you would expect from those other online casino game sites.

Well, that's it for now. I'm off to playing more of these games in a bit. Lemme just finish my tasks first. Haha. Or else I'll be in trouble.

I may be currently known as the Prinsesa ng Hangover. But I certainly may be taking up a new title if the trend of continuously bugging me to do something I don't want to do keeps up.

The possible new title? Walkout Princess.

I have had my fair share of walkouts and I have sincerely enjoyed the power that it gives me. I do not do such things just to please myself but to actually just get away from an environment that does not make me feel happy at the very most. I don't intend to make people unhappy because I left but because I just don't want to be the one to suffer with such an environment. As long as I have my own space, I'm fine. But if you start intruding through my space and I don't even like you, then I'll be off to find another space I would call my own.

One of the best walkouts I've done was at 2 in the morning and I didn't feel any kind of fear walking around the city streets at that hour. I was totally embracing the feeling that after that walkout, I felt better.

Anyhow, the Walkout Princess may soon take her walk of fame again. Be on the lookout.

I'm expecting something from someone but I know I shouldn't. This is really not so me but I don't know what's up with it. In just a few moments, my YM would possibly light up and that somebody should have said whatever it was that was bothering him. I don't even know if 'bother' should be the right word because I honestly don't know. I'm only grasping at straws here and I am only working on my emotions right now.

Although I do want something to happen, I am pretty much unsure if it's right. I would only be disappointing my own expectations, the standards I've set for myself and that's not right. Or if it's right, then maybe it should happen. I dunno. I'm talking in riddles here again and I hope you don't mind. 

Well, right now, the only consolation I have is this forwarded SMS from a friend: "No matter how painful your decision has been, as long as you can sleep well at night, it means that you made the right choice."

And I'm thinking that if that something happens, I'd probably be sleeping even better.

(What the heck am I thinking about? I need somebody to bonk my head. This is not right. I am pretty much over this stage. Sooo high school.)