I am quite fine knowing that I do not need to kiss anybody's asses just to be where I am right now. I have known quite a couple of people who would kiss ass just to be able to get what they want. They may not want something right now but they would just kiss ass so that when the time comes that they need to ask a favor from them, it would be easy. Blackmail? Maybe. Still, that ain't my style. If I'm helping you out it's because I like to help you. It's not because I am asking for something or I am going to ask something from you.
Anyhow, I am also quite happy knowing that I have friends from all walks of life. They often call me the cowboy because they can bring me anywhere and I would just blend in. I have this friend who loves tagging me along because she says I can talk with anybody without getting in any kind of trouble (like catfight trouble or nasty malicious kind of trouble). Maybe it's the aura. Or maybe it's just me. Or maybe because I can talk with anybody just because. I don't try to be somebody else just so you would like me. Take me as I am and that'll be okay. If you don't like me, I don't care.
I could talk about a lot of my realizations right now but I won't anymore. I know it's boring you. But I don't care anyway. This is my blog and I want it to be a record of my thoughts and ideas and experiences. Oh you know. Those things that do matter or had caught my attention. There.
atomicgirl shared her thoughts at 01:51 pm