A couple of days before my period starts, I start to get emo. I start thinking about things that should have been, of things that I shouldn't even dwell on, and basically on things and situations that I don't have right now. I mean, really. Should I be reminded of all these for a couple of days every month when for the rest of the days, I'm just normal. And fine. And I can say I have become quite independent on my own and far better than before.
Only that these stupid period comes around and here I am bonked in the head with emo whatevers. Really. It's driving me nuts. And that's when I start asking questions to myself which I know I can only answer but am afraid to do so. I have already built this wall which would protect me from all those willing to do harm because of my own stupid free will. And this is also the time when I start writing emo posts such as this. And I also do think "what if I said hello?" This is the very critical period when I make mistakes. Really grave mistakes. Dang these hormones!
Is this how werewolves feel during the period of the full moon? When they have got no control of their situation and they just have to change? If that's the case, then I guess I am a werewolf of sorts and you better get out of my way.
