One person who left a comment on my previous post said that I may be suffering from depression. Maybe I am. Maybe I have not yet realized that I am depressed but I may already be suffering from it. Hmmm... That's not a bad idea, you know.
But you see, when I am depressed, that's when I am really, really inspired to write. Well, not exactly inspired. Let's just say that I like my work better when I'm depressed. When I'm happy, you won't find me writing that often. Well, maybe I'm wrong and things have turned around and changed everything. I dunno.
Hmmm... Why don't I go over the signs and symptoms of a person
sufferring from depression so I can check if I really am depressed...
- Loss of interest in normal daily activities.
- Depressed mood.
- Sleep disturbances.
- Impaired thinking or concentration.
- Changes in weight.
- Agitation.
- Fatigue or slowing of body movements.
- Low self-esteem.
- Less interest in sex.
- Thoughts of death.
Hmmm... Going through the list, it seems like I'm not depressed right now. Yey! But going through these signs and symptoms of depression remind me of those days not too long ago when I wanted to do nothing but just drink alcohol, sigh a lot, sleep late and wake up really early with only one thing in mind, and I was agitated really. It was also the time when I was losing 2 kilos a week (which I gained right back up after getting off that depression stage). Oh well.
I've got no more time for depression, ya know. But I'd like that change in weight stuff. That is, losing weight. Not gaining it.
