big brother is back. and it looks like he has not got much changes yet. although the only thing i noticed is that the girl housemates are quite maarte. they would cry readily even if it has just been a few days only.

now i do like mickey. he's game. nel is neutral for me and i have this strange feeling that he's gay. and as for ezekiel, he looks just fine to me. the kind of guy i'd probably stalk sometime soon. (just joking)

so i've been thinking what if were part of the big brother show? well, my colleagues say that if i do, i'd probably be out of the house in no time flat. i can be quite frank, playful, and really sarcastic like you wouldn't believe a person can be quite capable of. and my housemates would be nominating me the first chance they get. and then people would not be voting for me. they'd be hating me and would rather turn off their television sets when the camera focuses on me.

well, at least, it just goes to show that i'm real. and nothing's going to be fabricated. i'm not going to be nice just because you want me to. this is me. accept it or shoo.